Rainrain rainRain by puppycutie
I like rain
they help me
yes they did
they make me happy
oh yes they did
because they all do
is hide my tears
and cleanse my despair...
1twitching at the pain1 by puppycutie
trying to breath
wrists tingling and throbbing
knife nicking at my neck
eyes trying to keep open
my body bit stiff and numb and tensing
just trying to taking a deep breaths for few mins
pain got worse and
my jaws sore by grinding my teeth
The Sound of my heartbeatMy heart...The Sound of my heartbeat by puppycutie
can be like a rain
my body echoing
inside my veins
as my heartbeat
by feeling like
bleeding in your
chest that cant stop
clawing at your heart
to stop but it still
slowly and painfully
can roar like beast
through my veins
that want to release
the darkness in me
that want to scream
in such raw emotions
and seeing red flames
burning through my vein
while I scream at top
of my lungs
can sing me to sleep
heartbeats sweet and gentle
through my limbs
like cradling me like baby
and warm blanket
wrapping around me
to feel safe and relax
The Pathetic Deaf Woman...I will never remove my maskThe Pathetic Deaf Woman... by puppycutie
my mask with flowers and secret smile
I might crack it, but I will bounce back
for I will never let you have cruel pleasure of harming
But I weep for us, humans, animals, anything
for many reasons that I can't say right words to say
But I try to smile for anyone who need to light up
I will try to make fool of myself to make you laugh
I love see the good things, but at far corner of my mind
I knew we are not completely pure.
No matter how much we kept denying the fact.
I really want to sigh and shake my head
at the world that we have right now...
I wish for people with misfortune fates
try to live and try to see and enjoy ever second
of smallest things.
But I will never let it crack my mask
for I will keep one eye open while sleep
for people will try to play with me
and throw me like I am trash
For I want to smile and laugh freely
But I knew...
That I can't help all people
Ha Ha Ha, I am really pathetic? Heh
Well, how possible one weak deaf woman can do to th
Entrancing GazeEntrancing GazeEntrancing Gaze by FlightOfDeepThoughts
Your eyes so bright, so clear,
They stare so deeply into mine
It's as if you read my soul like an open book
And yet you have closed the door to your thoughts
But yet in yours, I see endless depth and knowledge
There, but always out of reach
How can we be so near, and yet so far away
There are oceans in your eyes
Constantly in turmoil
One instant they are the waves lapping against a beach
The next, they are a tidal wave
I can feel them watching me across the room
But I am too afraid to look
Who knows what else you'll read from me
For to that gaze of yours, there are no secrets
And I don't want you to see the rest
But yet your eyes draw me in evermore
And I cannot escape that gaze
It is as if you threw a net around me, and constantly draw it tight
I see it in your eyes, you know what I desire, but yet we both know that it will never be
I am losing myself in your eyes, your beautiful eyes
February 18 2010
A Mysterious GazeHe appears where we least expect him.A Mysterious Gaze by soraheartless69
He doesn't talk much,
but I guess that's just him
He gives me this feeling,
I dont know if it's good or bad.
I know he watches
and I know he listens,
He's a mystery
Is it her, or me?
I could never tell.
I want him to whisper to me.
It's my fault he got annoyed
Was he truly annoyed?
He's a mystery.
His face gives nothing away.
It's something different,
I'll let him watch me,
knowing he'll never approach me.
I'll just drown myself in this lonely abyss,
choking on my pain,
bleeding in my love.
Dance With MeDance with me through night and dayDance With Me by SleepyGaze
Press against me, feel me sway
From side to side, along with you
Caress the notes, embrace the tune
Hear the melody in your heart
When the record skips, do not depart
From my arms, holding you near
It will start again, loud and clear
A beat thats only heard by us
Within our souls, bound by trust
In this shaky, clumsy dance
Arent you glad we took a chance
With one another out on the floor
We waltzed and dipped right through the door
In front of all the world to see
But who cares about them? Its just you and me
Bending and weaving past other pairs
No, were not perfect, but Im delighted we dared
To test the waters and ignore our doubt
And take this exciting, frightening route
Bobbing and stepping this way and that
Stolen kisses between us like romancing cats
Longing for each other, as our bodies touch
Should I lose my balance, to you; I shall clutch
I know you will catch me, set me right
Insecurities vanished along with the
A gaze upon the windI did it today.A gaze upon the wind by SPA7X
I locked my un-focused eyes upon the wind,
Seeing it's unaltered beauty,
It's vast push,
A presence emanating from an opened window,
against but never through my open eyes,
I had to stop myself from losing that moment,
and as I stood staring in silence,
the invisible brushing against me,
Grey clouds looming and uncaring cars passing by,
"How lucky a moment this single second could be?"
That for a man,
For a child of the earth to see the gift of the wind,
without seeing anything at all.
And as soon as that moment came it was gone,
The window opened and the door slammed,
Pressure begetting Pressure,
and in my simple loss of focus I lost the wind,
Gone today to touch another soul,
leaving my world in utter silence once more,
but not without leaving it's mark in my mind.
The say that a man cannot lay his gaze upon the wind.
Looks like I just proved them wrong.